I Tak Suka You Tapi I Sayang You

Bismillah..

You..Seriously I tak faham you kadang2. You happy, you gelak. You merajuk, you senyap. Kenapakah?

You..Kita kenal dah masuk tahun ketiga dah nie. Maafkan I sebab kadang2 I still tak dapat baca perangai you. I salahkan diri I sebab maybe I kurang care psl you. Sometimes I just forget to ask how are you.

Sepanjang kita study sama2 nie, I rasa you la yg I plg I rapat. Kita happy sama2, nangis sama2, semua sama2. But every once in a while, I guess we forget to be nice to each other.

You..I know that life can get rough. Even when you don't say anything, I can read you. Your eyes were looking at me but deep down you were nowhere to be found. You're feeling lost and I can see that. Have we not known each other long enough for you to come to me when you need me?

I tau maybe you malu nak cakap ape yg you fikir. I ajak you share mkn pon you malu dgn I. But sometimes I don't know what to do. I'm trying really hard to reach out to you but I'm only human. I have bad days too. Most of the time, I think I disappoint you when I fail to help you. I'm really sorry dear...I'll try to be better...

Btw, before it gets panas here, ini bukan pasal boyfriend. Ini pasal teman. Every struggling muslimah needs a good friend and be a good friend. I'm trying really hard to be one...

Rasullulah pernah bersabda , dari AbiHamzah Anas bin Malik radiyallah ‘anh, khadam Rasullulah s.a.w: “ Tidak beriman seseorang daripada kamu hingga ia mencintai untuk sahabatnya apa yang ia cintai untuk dirinya.”